On Thursday night, my husband left me. I haven't spoken to or heard from him since, save a text telling me that he thought it best if he didn't come home.
He wouldn't want this on the internet, but that's neither here nor there.
I'm going to be okay. More importantly, baby girl is going to be okay. The time, over the past twelve years, that I invested in other relationships with friends and family has come back tenfold and I feel very, very secure about my support network.
Part of which, of course, is you. I can't thank you enough for everyone who's left a kind (or empathetically bitter) word or who's reached out to make sure I'm okay or that Johanna's okay or if we needed anything. I knew the blogging community was invaluable and I appreciate all of you so very much.
Happy third trimester.
Camping (and horse shopping) at Moshannon
18 hours ago
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25 comments
I knew something was up when I saw your Instagram post... I am so sorry. No words can offer enough comfort during a time like this. Wish I could reach out and hug you. Take care of that baby girl-she's everything.
ReplyDeleteLots of internet hugs for you and baby Johanna.
ReplyDeleteSending you and baby J all my love. I can’t even imagine what you’re going through but know that you’ve been in my thoughts daily since I saw your first post.
ReplyDeleteYou've been in my thoughts daily since your initial posts <3 Let me know if there is anything I could possible do for you and baby Johanna!
ReplyDeleteSending all my love to you, Johanna, and the ponies. I wish there were words or something I could do to make it better; please let me know if there is. xoxo
ReplyDeleteDude, what the actual fuck. But you're a strong lady and I know you and that baby will be just fine. His loss. Please let us know if you need anything!
ReplyDeletePlease lean on your support system as much as you need to. We are all here for you in any way you need (please ask!) -- Sending love from PA.
ReplyDeleteHugs :(
ReplyDeleteYou will be more than okay. So many hugs to you and so many virtual kicks to the balls of Mr. sad ass fuck.
ReplyDeleteThis. Sending all the love in the world to you <3
DeleteI'm so sorry.
ReplyDeleteYou are strong. Your girl will be strong. You will be strong again.
Ugh. I wondered what was going on with the fb and insta posts and had been hoping it wasn't as bad as it sounded. I know you are going to make the best of this crappy situation and glad baby J is okay. Like the rest of your blog family I'd love to support you in any way possible, just let us know how we can help.
ReplyDelete<3 We will be here to support you no matter what
ReplyDeleteugh i'm so sorry :( what a terrible and unnecessarily cruel situation. sending love and support tho - you're stronger than this!
ReplyDelete:( thinking of you and baby J.
ReplyDeleteSending the best thoughts possible. I am so sorry you are dealing with this, but I have faith you will come out on the other end better than ever. You, my friend are tough as nails. xoxo
ReplyDeleteSending lots of good thoughts and vibes your way!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you have to go through this. You have conquered so much shit already, you will undoubtedly conquer this as well. I'm sorry you have to though.
ReplyDeleteI know we're only blogger friends but know that I'm so sorry to hear this. You are a tough mama and I know you'll save yourself, because that's what modern princesses f'in do. xo
ReplyDeleteOh, I'm so sorry. I was so worried when I saw the initial post and I'm so sorry to hear this. Much love to you and strength to your arm. Anything you need, we're here for you.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you. You're a strong, strong woman and I have no doubt you and baby J will get through this.
ReplyDeleteYou two are going to be not only fine, but great. You are a strong, smart woman and I know that your little girl will look up to that! Sending all the best.
ReplyDeleteI am sending you many hugs - sounds like you have a great support network, which makes all the difference. <3
ReplyDeleteSending tons of hugs your way
ReplyDeleteSending strong thoughts your way!
ReplyDeleteThanks!